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Etterath

by Beguiler

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1.
Insomnolence 04:45
I am in an uncomfortable place With the silence in the air Nothing leaves my mouth Except for the lies that I tell myself The truth is I am struggling Sleep-deprived all of the time I feel like I’m half of my former self Though I’m used to this feeling I died I continue these motions of my life I haven’t felt like myself inside For the longest fucking time To be honest I forget what that even felt like Though I am used To feeling like a corpse But a part of me knows It’s not real Buried beneath I have lost everything No one will ever truly know me My departed self Broke every surface The pitiless pessimist Always afraid of the truth Because of things I will Never let go I am lacking control I am now conditioned To suffer But I will Continue to bury I will continue to numb No one feels my presence I am a walking corpse syndrome I cannot exist as this shell In my reflection All that’s familiar Is I’m Sleep-deprived all of the time I feel like I’m half of my former self Though I’m used to this feeling I died I continue these motions of my life I haven’t felt like myself inside For the longest fucking time To be honest I forget what that even felt like I can’t let go I am lacking control the only terms I’ve come to accept Is my learned helplessness If I sleep I Won’t wake up I won’t remember If I pass I will remain As I am If I sleep I Won’t wake up Knowing who I am If I pass I will remain In bitterness Wanting this to fucking end It’s like the longest winter Killing my will to live You associate with me To save face I’ve got my own back It’s okay Oh, old soul You must rest Your inner being Will soon be Dead
2.
Fear what you do not understand Fear the old blood Remnants of the great ones Scattered around Inhuman muttering Polluted all sound It was because Of what was found In the tombs below The tombs Of the gods And it begins this fixation in ancient blood The hunt begins We are born of blood We are made men by the bloodshed The hunt begins To cleanse this filth in us We are forever fucking monstrous It is these vials Or insight That will push our race to the edge We will always fear this path That was chosen for us We will become undone Our eyes will remain unopened We will always fear What we do not understand But I could never not use it Evolution without courage Will be the ruin of our race You will see the sickness Begin to spread From the overuse of healing blood This city is next Plague ridden rats Fester the street The hunt begins We are born of blood We are made men by the bloodshed The hunt begins Everyone is backed in a fucking corner Forced to die or slaughter This is what they have always wanted
3.
Entropy 02:08
A Corpse should be left well alone This secret is better left dead For eternity I wake in this nightmare Again, and again It is a night Of blood, and unrest Our demons Will bellow below These secrets are beckoning me The last of the living Will soon be departed And nightfall will bring The beasts
4.
Desolate 04:05
I can’t help but feel My time is limited Some days Just a shell of myself Where the things I feel I can’t explain to myself Or anybody else I am alone over here I feel sick but it will clear It means nothing to me The consideration You’ve shown the situation It’s not my line In this conversation Only empty words Left to be spoken When the guts are spilt Something’s broken I feel different now You feel different now So let’s ruin each other Just like we know how Let’s just detach ourselves We will soon be feeling nothing Just keep marching Through life with a deadwalk Feeling ready to gouge My eyes the fuck out I can’t get much colder Than I feel now Feeling empty I just can’t force it It is truly a pathetic feeling But I just don’t Feel that I care I can’t help but feel My time is very limited Or maybe I just Don’t want to be here This is starting To feel like forever Rather than just a moment of my life Just this feeling I’m far away Disconnected from everything And it doesn’t go away And tomorrow will be the same A lack of emotional energy Nothing will ever change You will never understand It’s not who I am It’s not who I was It’s that I will become Desolate

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released April 29, 2022

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Beguiler Oshawa, Ontario

Based out of Toronto, ON comes Beguiler. A heavy hitting five piece behemoth mixing modern Death Metal with that OG Deathcore feel.

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